I know I said I was giving up my LJ, but I felt I should let everyone know what's up with me. 

tuesday morning my truck battery died.  i had to have it jumped so i could drive up to buy a new battery.  $100 later, my ridiculously large battery was replaced.

then on wednesday night, the day after the battery incident, I may have broken my foot at a dress rehearsal.  it's still very swollen, and i'm on crutches.  i can't put any  weight on it.  films came back negative, but apparently delayed breakage can occur from blunt trauma. who knew?  entirely unhelpful.

and today i started to feel bad. i mean, really...really hit-by-a-truck-bad.  i convinced my boss to let me go home early.  i have a 101.1 fever.  i can barely stand up i'm so shaky.  my throat hurts so bad even breathing sucks. 

this week just won't fucking end.

It appears that I am not free, even to my friends alone, to pour my thoughts and emotions into this journal.  What I write here, and is visible to friends, has been turned against me and I will no longer be posting.  I will, in fact, be making all posts private as soon as I can.  Thank you for all the friends who keep my thoughts and feelings in confidence, and those that did not, this is the last that will be said about it. 

You all know how to contact me if you want to know what's happening in my life.  Call or email, but I'm gone from LJ.  I'll keep my account active for the time being, but I may just choose to let it expire.